今天在视听课上，听到这样一段故事。平静的叙述，缓缓的音乐，感动得想哭。当10年，20年，30年……后到最后一眼看这个世界，如果心里还是带着那个他，那走往另一个世界的路上就不会寂寞了。

现在只能默默地感伤，却无法去承受，这对我而言还太沉。不知道能走多远的感情，甚至还没迈步。即使呼吸同一片空气，但仍然觉得距离好远。不想继续这样，但又害怕它的来临。

呵呵，最近这是怎么了……不发感慨了，以下是故事的内容。

You know it seems that the older people get older , they don’t grow apart , they closer together. . And it reminded me of a note my grandma wrote way back in 1923 . You know my grandpa kept it in his coat and he showed it once to me . He said “ boy , you might not understand , but a long long time ago , grandma’daddy didn’t like me not ,  but I loved your grandma so . you know we had this crazy plan to meet and run away together , get married in the first town we came to , and live forever . But nailed to the tree , where we were supposed to meet instead I found this letter . And this is what it said:

     “ If you get there before I do , don’t be give up on me . I’ll meet you when my chores are through .  I don.’t know how long I’ll be. but I’m not going to let you know . Darling , wait and see . And between now and then till I see you again . I’ll be loving you . Love me .”

     I read those words just houers before my grandma .  In the doorway of the church . Where I and grandpa stopped to pray . I know I’ve never see him cry all my fifteen years . But as he said,these words to her his eyes filed up with tears.